so after 2 weeks of wearing only pants because i havent been ambitious enough to shave my legs....i finally did, this morning. i now have silky, smooth legs! yay! :) i always feel amazing after i shave my legs....i don't know why i feel like this. but it just brings something out of me. my girly side, my energetic side, my positive side. I just love the feeling of clean and smooth legs.
so because shaving my legs is not a quick task....it does take a good 10-15 minutes added onto my shower time, i find that my mind wanders.
so here were/are my thoughts from the shower/shave time:
-i miss the feeling of having a boy...a boy that is "mine"...to cuddle with and just sit with on the couch in silence and watch a movie.
-i miss going to bed laying next to someone that i can snuggle with
-i want to have a baby someday...like the clock is ticking and i dont even have a man in my life
-i have never been on a real first date. that might be nice.
now although this sounds kinda negative...i am hopeful about all of this. i feel that it will all happen for me! and when its supposed to. i just hope i dont have to wait too long. but i know that i need to learn to put myself out there and keep my mind and heart open to meeting people...because someday the right one will find me.
but like i said...it would be nice to have someone to cuddle with in the mean time. oh well.
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