holiday season here i come

happy holidays? i think not...its more like filthy rich courtney holidays. i just signed up VOLUNTARILY to work xmas eve, xmas day, new years eve, new years day!

am i crazy? YES

am i self-less? YES

do i like the idea of more money? YES

do i love famvid? YES


holiday season will be an interesting one this year...def. a first!

the good guy

just watched this movie called "the good guy" and it really hit home....i know what i want and i know what i truly do deserve...the good guy.

i want the guy who is generous, thoughtful, funny, passionate, sensitive but still manly, assertive w/o being aggressive however passive when necessary.

i want a great guy...dont need perfect...no such thing...just want the perfect guy for me.


what i dont want...the douchebag...the guy that is aggressive, arrogant, selfish, cocky, the guy that keeps me as a back-up plan, the on and off again guy.

i dont want the player, i want the keeper.



good movie, watch it!

im an idiot

i think im dumb. no pause. rewind...replay..i know i am dumb.


i made it 3 full weeks w/o sort of contact and i stupidly cave and give in and text in an effort to be nice. why. why bother....oh idk maybe because of curiosity. perhaps because im still slightly attached....or maybe its all of that plus im just a nice person. but the most frustrating part is not the fact that i sent a text its that i didnt get even a rude reply back...i got nothing. nothing is the worst because it leaves you hanging by a thread and wondering. i would have rather gotten a response telling me i suck at life and i eff off....honestly that would have been better than nothing. being unacknowledged is the worst sort of treatment someone can do to you. its the cruelest form of being mean. and i set myself up for this all by trying to be nice. ugh.



oh well....live and learn, right? apparently i have a little more living to do and a lot more learning.



i just want my happily ever after and i want it now. or at least a glimmer of one would be nice.



all i know is that he better not come to dinner after ignoring the text, ha ha...i wont be friendly. (unless of course i have been texting a completely random person....which would be horribly amusing in and of itself)




this is all for now.


until tomorrow night....hopefully i will have a positive recap.

wine and whine.

first official courtney and flo's wine and whine night was a success.

found a new brand of pizza we both liked....taste tested a variety of wine, liked some more than others. at least now i know i have more options than just moscato d'asti.

good girl talk, funny talk, roommate dish, and a fair amount of whining! yes! success!

beauty and the beast

i just bought my first ever blu-ray yesterday ! i am super excited about it!


it's beauty and the beast and with it i get a blu-ray, dvd, and bonus feature all in one. its a 3-disc special! of course i have already watched it! in addition they offer you a free charm from disney. its super cute! its the rose from the movie.



i cannot wait to get more! i really wanna get snow white and sleeping beauty because those are out right now. so is pinnochio...the only thing is they are expensive. but disney only re-releases movies from the vault every 10 or so years. and its kinda like an investment, right? i will have these movies forever so that my kids can watch them too. they are classics. but what is even more exciting is.....next fall (2011) they are re-release the lion king on blu-ray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


that is another realllllly good disney movie!

i'm back!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah thats right...i'm back...its not fair to me to stop blogging because of fear that some people will not like what i have to say. and the same goes for censoring what i have to say. if you don't like it or can't handle it (you know who you are), the solution is simple...DONT READ IT!

this is my one form of venting that i do for me...and no one is going to take this away from me. no one! deal with it or move on.


so since i managed to NOT blog for about 3 weeks...there has been a decent amount of things that have been left unmentioned.

so in short:

-my brother and i are "okay" i think...but apparently he doesnt remember calling me

-my kitty, Cabo, was sick there for a while and it was about 300 dollars that i had to pay to make him better

-i got a $0.50 raise at work! woots

-i spent three days last week working in Menomonie setting up our new family video and it was soooo much fun. i wish every week could be like that. met so many awesome people. had a blast.

-had friday/saturday of homecoming weekend off.

-spent friday night with flo, drinking and talking and babysitting the stupid roommates there while they played beer pong in the kitchen. ugh. spent more of friday night at chris and alyssas...alyssas parents were in town and all drank and played loaded questions the adult version. it was hilarious and akward!

-spent saturday night with flo...drove to turtle lake to get her mail, visited her mom, hit up the TL casino...won $30.

-sunday was first day back at my FamVid in 5 days of being away and had the worlds crappiest customers that day. one even made me cry.



all in all, it has been epic since i stopped blogging...so im back!