left my door open with a letter.....just heard the knocking...

cautious.
nervous.
relieved.
happy.
scared.
hesitant.

here goes nothing....

miserable.

i miss you, but i am mad.
i miss you because i am sad.
you frustrate me.
you pick me up.
you confuse me more than i'd like.
you make me happy and also annoyed.
you make worry.
you make me feel worthy.



i text you...reaching out when i feel i am not the one who should...and you leave me unacknowledged. now i feel like nothing.