oh what a night what a night wednesday was....at least i made $20, got lunch on thursday, and lots of hardcore cuddle time.

i'll prob never fully understand and comprehend the male gender, but at least my walls are up and im just gonna have fun now :)

lets look at quick review of 2011:

-got really really sick, went to ER for ivs
-had an awesome joint bday party
-became asst manager
-went to mexico
-had a very drunk april fools day
-went to valleyfair
-went to a friends wedding :)
-spent a lot of really awesome time with sam (over summer)
-bought a house
-got hit in face by sam (not a good night)
-had a very lame halloween and thanksgiving
-got rear-ended in my car by a redneck
-met a guy, dave, and had a huge confidence booster
-spent all of xmas eve and xmas day at work
-had a very mediocre at best new years eve



so the start of 2011 was overall pretty darn amazing :) but then it started to go downhill fast during the second half of the year.


so lets take a look at one week into 2012 so far...

- got blown off by dave (guy i liked) on his bday by him leaving with another girl from the bar in front of me



yeah awesome!!!! so im going to go with the assumption beginning of 2012 will suck and the second of of the year will go uphill (opposite of last year) right?!?!?!?!!!! i hope. i need something wonderful to happen this year...but i'll be patient and wait for it. because honestly, i dont know if it happened today i would be able to fully appreciate wonderful right now since im so god dang bitter. haha.

as if i wasnt broken enough....this one broke my pieces into smaller pieces.


i fear it will take forever and a half to work through my emotional damage.