I would have loved you if you had let me in enough to try. I would taken a leap of faith in something I was unsure of because you were worth the risk to me. But you don't want me like that, you don't see me as worth the same risk. I miss you John. It hurts me that you don't miss me. But I'll eventually move forward and you still be stuck in your ways and alone. Someday you'll regret not taking a chance on me and you'll miss me and want me back. You'll realize I was perfect for you and your future but when you do it will be too late, I'll be long gone. I'll be happy and content alone or god I might even be happily with someone who values and appreciates everything I am and everything I have to offer. I hope you find true happiness and love without being cheating on! I do truly wish you the best as I care so deeply for you, more than I've even admitted to you!