today...waking up seemed more difficult than other days. it was harder to find the energy and the drive to get up and want to start my day. my head is in la-la land and its definitely going to be a blah weekend. im lonely. i miss having my boyfriend. i miss having a partner in life, to hear all of my problems big and small, to hear all of my funny stories, to simply just sit with and do nothing at all together. i miss having someone to come home to or to wait for them to come home to me. i miss cuddling, kissing, sleeping next to someone, i miss having someone.
being alone is scary. it means that my story is blank right now, unwritten with no direction.
i want someone to kill time with. i want a friend. i want someone to sit with me, eat with me, laugh with me, watch movies with me, hug me, etc etc etc for the summer. i dont want to feel lonely everyday...somedays thats fine...just not everyday. i want a temp. "boy" friend...for the summer....ha ha
im a loser.
so as a pick me up...i'll watch Twilight New Moon
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